Tuesday, December 2, 2008

16 days to go

It's been 17 days since I've posted anything in here. That's not that long compared to the intervals of my posting before. I guess that's an improvement. It means I have more time to blog now than before. I am currently listening to my favorite song. It's called the everglow, by mae. Well, It is already december 2 now, 16 days before I'll go back to davao city, and 23 days before Christmas. Right now, I really do not feeling anything about my going back to davao and Christmas. It's so lonely here that's why I can't feel the Christmas spirit. It's a good thing my uncle got me a flight though the demand of plane tickets are really high this time of the yeear.

I am not really that excited to go back to davao. Maybe this is due to the fact that I do not know when I'll be able to go back home after this break. What makes me sad is that I know that I won't be going home to stay. I'll just be there for 18 days and after that, I'll be back here in UP diliman, doing the same old boring things. I do not know why I don't like it here. I don not know why I can't accept that davao is not my world anymore. Maybe there's something that's holding me back. I don't know.