Pathetique

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Labels: first few days

posted by maemae @ 12:47 AM 1 Comments

NEW YEAR NA!

NEW YEAR NA! I mean... malapit na pala.. kakapanood ko lang ng my sassy girl na movie through online streaming at feeling ko ngayon ay ang laki ng aking naaccomplish! first time kong panoorin ito. oo. medyo late na nga para panoorin ko ito. hindi late dahil gabi na kundi dahil matagal na itong movie'ng ito. matagal ko na itong naririnig sa mga tao ngunit ngayon lang ako nagkaroon ng malakas na kagustuhang panoorin ito. hindi ako naiyak siguro dahil napakaliit ng video ( hindi pwedeng ifull screen) at dahil din siguro mabagal akong magbasa ng subtitle. pero ok lang. naenjoy ko naman ang movie. maganda, mgandang maganda. sayang nga lang di ko masyadong naabsorb dahil nga sa mga nasabing kadahilanan.

ako'y hindi pa makatulog. pangalawang gabi ko na itong matagal kung matulog. hayaan nalang natin. bagong taon na pala bukas! ang bilis ng mga pangyayari. hindi ko halos maramdaman ang paglipas ng panahon. sa taong nagdaan, madami akong mga bagay na pinagsisisihan. karamihan about sa studies. pano kasi, nabuhusan ata ng toyo ang utak ko at hindi ako nag-aral last quarter. tinamad at hindi gumawa ng research. kaya ngayon, wala akong maeexpect na mabuti. ang yabang ko pala. anong naisip ko? makakapasa ako kahit hindi ako nag aral at hindi gumawa ng research? haha. tinatawanan ko nalang ang sarili ko ngayon. actually, ngayon ko lang siya kayang tawanan. pagdating sa skul, pramis, aapaw ang aking luha. magdadala ako ng panyo talaga. hahahaha ! oh well, ganyan talaga ang buhay, minsan kailangang magkamali at magdusa bago matuto. pero sana sa susunod, hindi ko na hahayaang magkagulo ang lahat bago ako matuto.


sa year na to(2007) ako'y naging masama...i mean..naging self centered, bitter,maldita, suplada,libakera(well nabawas bawasan naman xa)gaga at insecure na tao ako. parati nalang akong nalulungkot dahil iniisip ko kung paano ako nahuhurt ng iba. ang tanga ko. haha..at ako'y natatawa. papansin na loser. yan ang perfect na label sakin.hahaha! ako'y natatawa talaga. pero ok lang. at least now, ok na ata ako.hahaha. sa tingin ko lang yan ha. as of now. kasi.. narealize ko. dapat pala akong maging grateful. madaming mas malala pa ang problema kesa sakin. ang problema ko lang naman ata ay nagarevolve sa aking self. di naman ako namomroblema sa aking kakainin..wala naman akong sakit(at least kung meron man d ko pa xa pinoproblema dahil di ko pa xa alam) may tirahan akong matitirhan, nakakapag aral ako, and things like those. hindi na ako dpat mag feel sorry for myself dahil wala akong napapala duN!

malapit na din pala talaga. malapit na din pala talaga tayong gumraduate. i mean, kakaunti nalang ang oras na natitira natin with pisay. this means having to say goodbye to our batchmates na rin. well not really since most of us man din siguro will be going to the same university in college. pero sana, magamit ko ang mga natitirang araw na ito wisely. i mean, of course i have to spend it on my studies(4th quarter na last chance na to!) pero i have to spend it with my batchmates pa din( last chance na din natin to !).

well, narealize ko lang, madami pala akong naging friends sa pisay.haha.duh.lahat man ata tayo. kasi naman mag aapat na taon na tayong lumalakad lakad sa covered pathwalk at more or less pare-pareho lang ang mga taong nakakasama natin...ewan ko nga, feel ko nagsawa na ako sa mga pagmumukha nio! haha biro lang. pero hindi nga. ako'y lubahang natutuwa at nakasama ko kayo! kahit di man ako naging close sa lahat pero ganun parin un!

Labels: new year

posted by maemae @ 12:09 AM 0 Comments

GROUNDED>THIS IS SO GREAT!

wa. Right now, I am grounded. I did not know this was still in until yesterday when my mother just grounded us. This is so unusual and I believe I am too old to be grounded. Well what happened was that me and my younger sister which is 2 years younger than me went home at 9:30 in the evening( yea..it was not even that late yet). My mother told us we won't be able to leave the house for 1 whole week. This is so great. Really!

I am just wondering, why did she ground us? I usually go home at 9 pm even during school days. There where times when I'd go home at 10:00 or 11:00(well, i got home before them so they have not known I was this late..haha)Sometimes I even ambush my parents with overnights. I just don't get it. I haven't been grounded before and I did worse things than what we did yesterday. Maybe it was because my sister was with me and my mother is scared that my sister would be a monster just like me(yea. they call me a monster). Oh well. Right now, I have no choice but to stay home. This is so GREAT!

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posted by maemae @ 1:16 PM 1 Comments

Christmas is All Around

I feel it in my fingers,
I feel it in my toes,
Christmas is all around me,
and so the feeling grows

It's written in the wind,
It's everywhere I go,
So if you really love Christmas,
C'mon and let it snow?

You know I love Christmas
I always will
My mind's made up
The way that I feel
There's no beginning
There'll be no end
Cuz on Christmas,
You can depend

You gave your presents to me
And I gave mine to you
I need Santa beside me
In everything I do

You know I love Christmas
I always will
My mind's made up
The way that I feel
There's no beginning
There'll be no end
Cuz on Christmas,
You can depend

Cuz on Christmas,
You can depend

It's written on the wind
It's everywhere I go
So if you really love me
C'mon and let it snow
C'mon and let it snow
So if you really love
C'mon and let it
If you really love me
C'mon and let it
Now if you really love me
C'mon and let it snow



I made this music player at MyFlashFetish.com.



My friend used to sing this song usually after she watches the movie LOVE ACTUALLY. The first time I heard this from her, I wanted to watch the movie immediately. I don't know. Maybe because the way she sang the song was cute. I was not able to watch this movie when it was showed in the cinema. I asked her to lend me her copy of the movie but she always forgot. After months of annoying her, I finally decided to just go to her house and watch the movie there. I did not go alone. I invited kim and anne to go there with me. My main purpose of going there was not to watch the movie but to copy notes. Like what you might have guessed, I was not able to copy even a single word from her notebooks because I got tired. We were able to watch the movie though. The movie was great. I think you should watch it too(if you haven't watched it that is)

Christmas is just hours away but still I can't feel it. I know this Christmas will be different. FOr one, I am not in davao. I'm in Pikit cotabato...the place where I grew up. Fireworks are not banned here so after a long time, I will be able to hear them again. I guess I will be shocked. Here, they even fire guns(at least based on what I remember). Another thing. This would be the first christmas that I will be online.hahaha. Usually, I don't go online during christmas. Anyway. MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!

Labels: Christmas

posted by maemae @ 2:41 PM 2 Comments

HUNGRY?

" I'm sorry ma'am but there is no delivery service in Davao City at this time. Delivery ends at 9:00pm ma'am" It's 2:00 am in the morning and I am super duper hungry. I opened the fridge, but saw nothing. I've been wanting to eat a cheeseburger and french fries for hours now. The mere thought of having them makes my stomach grumble. What shall I do? Aha! I shall call a taxi! That's it! That will solve my problem. RIng! Ring! " I am sorry ma'am but there are no taxis available for the moment pls call again later". What? no taxi? hmm.. I shall call again...RIng! Ring. The phone is busy. I shall call and call and never stop. RIng! Ring!

I guess I am going to die! I've been calling a hundred times now but still no taxi. MY stomach, its grumbling! OH! CHEESEBURGER...FRENCH FRIES...MCFLURY...Noooooooo...I wanna eat... I Wanna Eat... I WANNA EAT... I WANNA EAT! I WANNA EAT!!!

I can hear it again. My stomach is grumbling. It's not that I did not eat dinner. In fact, I ate a lot for dinner. It's just that, the mouth watering goodness of Mcdo food is irresistable. I shall not give up! I shall call again. RIng! Ring! Still busy! This can't be possible! It's already 2:30 am! I shall give it one last try. RIng! Ring!"Hello maligaya taxi..uhm what's the address? we'll get back to you" YEY! At last! someone finally answered the phone! " Ma'am I'm sorry... there is no available non aircon taxis"no non aircon? WHAT!!! I have to eat!"aircon ma'am? We'll try... Ma'am 1501, non aircon ma'am..."toot toot toot At LAST!!!I'm going to eat! I'm Going TO Eat!
Ten minutes have passed now...BEEP! BEEP!. . Karen! Jonah! Wis! the taxi's here! Like me,they were super duper hungry also. Hey faster! Let us not keep the driver waiting! YEY! "What are we going to order? We'll just use the drive through" says one of them. Its going to be FRIES...McFLuries and pies for all of us! No cheeseburger but its ok. I've had enough of burgers already since we've been eating them for the past 2 days. " hey! you wanna go to jollibee for a change?" says one of them. "NO" answers all of us. SO MCDO, HERE WE COME!

I can see Mcdo! Its right there accross the street! but, why are the lights turned off? hmm... I hope it is still open. Oh no...I think I see a no u turn sign over there. Anyway I don't think there are any traffic people/policemen at this time so, no worries. Finally MCDO! there are people outside... "Uhm..this branch of Mcdo is not yet open for 24 hours till next week" Oh no! this can't be possible. I guess we have no choice but to go to jollibee. Yea...this is good. Fastfood hopping. It's like we're touring matina. I hope the driver does not get angry. You know taxi drivers, they are impatient.

AT long long long last! JOLLIBEE! I hope we'll get something from this. I hope we'll be eating soon. This has not really what we've been craving for but I hope this will do. It's already our turn in the drive through.."MIss, 4 peach mango pies-" the lady is already taking our orders! "Maam 7 minutes" says the lady. " 7 minutes is way too long...I'd have 2 passengers already" the driver is complaining. I hate drivers who are like this. I guess we'd just have to go inside then.

So, we went inside and got our food.

Labels: food, hungry, Mcdo

posted by maemae @ 2:06 AM 3 Comments

I'm BACK

I haven't done any posts for two days now. The reason is that I lost my internet connection for one day and when it came back, I did not have time to go online anymore. In fact yesterday, I was out of the house the whole day. I was not in a mall like most of you guys might think but I was in the gym(not the gym with weights or aerobics instead a wushu gym). We had to train from 9:30 till 12:00. Well not really but we got dismissed at 12:00. We did not have to train the whole time. We had lunch dinner and water breaks and a lot of other breaks. I am not really complaining here and I don't think I have any right to complain. The advance team had more work to do than us(of course) and, they provided us with everything we needed(meals, snacks and gatorade). I don't know...we had to train because there is an event this evening. In fact, I am getting ready right now because we still have training today and the call time is 10:00. I'll try to post more sensible things soon...Goodbye for now.

posted by maemae @ 7:46 AM 0 Comments

Peter Il'yich Tchaikovsky

Peter Tchaikovsky was born on May 7, 1940 in Votkinsk Russia. This great Russian composer have created a lot of remarkable music. This includes the famous ballets "The Nutcracker" and "The Swan Lake"(both of which barbie did in her movies..hahaha). The overture "Romeo and Juliet"(this is the background music in the sims 1 everytime a couple kiss) and "Pathetique"(6th symphony) were also composed by him. Sad to say, Tchaikovsky was a homosexual( yea..he was gay). He tried to hide his being homosexual by marrying a woman he barely knew but the marriage did not last. Tchaikovsky died in November 6, 1893. He died because of cholera which he got from drinking tainted water.

TO prove how great ge really was, here is Swan Lake:
(Im sorry...im too sleepy now..Ill just post the music tomorrow)

Labels: classical music, composer, music, Tchaikovsky

posted by maemae @ 9:57 PM 0 Comments

are you a LOSE-er?

Are you a LOSE-er? I am not talking about losers as in those who do not win but I am talking about LOSE-ers, those who constantly lose things. Well I came accross this question in myLot(similar to yahoo! answers) about 8 months ago and I remembered it just now. The question was very timely because at that time, I just lost something. Well I think I am one of the biggest LOSE-ers in the world. I almost lose anything I get my hands on. I lost my mp3 player(thank God! after 9 months of being lost, I finally found it!) a cellphone(back when I was in grade 4...I did not realize it was lost until after 3 days of not seeing it..hahahaha)I lost my sim card( that was 3 months ago? and I found it yesterday but I lost it again), I lost a lot of money, I lost almost every pen I've ever had. I have lost a lot of things that I find it hard remembering them. Well, everytime I lose something, I really get depressed. Not because of the value of what I've lost but because I did IT again. It seems to be a curse or something(or maybe I am just super scatterbrained). I have been struggling with this for years now. I don't want to constantly lose things. I have improved though. Before, my pen could only last for a day or sometimes for only half a day. Now, it can last for a week, the longest is two weeks. Well at least... I hope things will change. I hope I will change. I hope I'll stop being a LOSE-er. How about you... are you a LOSE-er too? If not, then good for you...

Labels: lose, organize, things

posted by maemae @ 9:14 AM 3 Comments

An EMO Post

I have read my friend's blog entry yesterday (to view it click here). That blog entry made me realize a lot of things. I am not really the kind of person who says 'I love you 'or 'I appreciate you 'or things of that sort. I think I rarely say those words since I find it akward. Now that only 3 months and a few days are left for all of us(we are graduating soon) I want to say how much I love and appreciate all of you before it's too late.

To all of those who have been with me since first year, I want to thank you. You know who you are. I really appreciate how you have helped me adjust to the new environment. YOu see, I have only been exposed to a normal school for a short while. Thank you for making it easy. Thank you for reaching out to me ( yea..if you haven't done that, I would not have any friends at all since I was really very shy).

To all of those with whom I got close in second year, thank you for being with me in the so called busiest year in pisay(I really do not believe what the upperclassmen told us. They said 2nd year was the busiest but for me, 4th year is). There were no vacant periods during this time but still we found time to spend with each other and grow closer with each other. I remember those times when we did our assignments/labreports/plates together in the classroom or sometimes in the kiosk . I really loved those times and I thank you all for helping me finish those requirements. I also remember during the lull week when we would play all sorts of board/card games in the place between the steps near 2-dahlia. Thanks for being with me.

TO those with whom I got close in third year, again, you know who you are. Thank you for being there when I was stressed and weary. Thank you for laughing with me, shouting with me, singing(I guess it was more of shouting really) with me. I miss 3-sodium! I love you all!

To those with whom I got even closer in 4th year, I love you! Thank you for being patient with me. I know I have been wild lately( yea...super wild...) I easily get angry and most of the time, my mood is not that good but still, you never shouted back at me or say harsh words to my face( I understand if you'll say harsh words behind my back...i think its better than saying it right to my face). I really thank you.

To those whom I hurt, taken forgranted and whose trust I broke, I am sorry. I really am. I seldom say I'm sorry(you might not agree but I do rarely say it to those people whom I hurt big time)but I am saying it now. That's how sorry I really am. I do not know, maybe it was just immaturity(i am not saying I am already mature now but at least I grew a little). I have not realized your worth until I have done the damage. I am really sorry. What pains me is that most of those whom I took forgranted are my friends. One day we were so close and the other I stopped going near you and ignored you. I really am sorry. I am sorry to those whose trust I broke. I know you trusted me and I assured you that you can trust me but what did I do? I broke it. I don't know if you can trust me again but I really hated what I did. Well I guess everything has a purpose even those things that hurt are meant for the good of all of us.

To all of you who is annoyed by me. I am sorry for annoying you(even though I don't know why and even if I haven't done anything to you). I am sorry if you hate me. I am really sorry. Anyway, the year is almost over and I wouldn't want to part with you with a heavy heart. I wouldn't want you to have heavy hearts either. Anyway...that's all for now. I don't know if the title speaks well of the post but I don't care.

Labels: high school

posted by maemae @ 6:15 AM 7 Comments

SIMS 2

I so love this game. Before, I usually spend 7 hours a day just playing the sims 2. I love how you can manipulate them from their faces to their actions. I also love the houses that I make. I love making them rich from being poor(I seldom cheat). I love designing their houses. I love using custom content(e.g furniture, other objects, hair, clothes, makeup, skin, earings,other accessories etc). I really missed those times when I'd sit in front of the computer waiting for it to load. I loved every moment I spent with my sims. I remember when my sim got abducted for the first time. I was so excited. I also remember the first time I saw a first first kiss, engagement, marriage, pregnancy and death. Those moments were really so memorable. I want to try one thing though, I want to succeed in asking the grim reaper for life extension. I tried before, but I never succeeded. Anyway, I not only love to play this game but I also loved watching videos made using the sims 2(yeah you can record while playing and later edit those clips to make a sensible video). I really missed playing this game. I am not updated to the expansion packs and other new things they have since I stopped playing this game for almost a year now. It stopped running in our pc. I guess our pc can't take the game anymore since it requires a lot of disc space and RAM(i think).

Here is one of my favorite sims 2 vidoes:


actually helena by my chemical romance sims 2 version is better than this...but it was flagged in youtube...

Labels: sims 2, the sims

posted by maemae @ 9:56 PM 0 Comments

Paramore

I just got a copy of their first album, ALl we Know is Falling. Thanks to my friend Kim Lagrama. She gave it to me as a christmas gift and im super thankful. I actually gave her a copy too. So basically, we just exchanged copies. I had a hard time looking for the CD because almost all of the music stores here in Davao ran out of copies. I had to buy 3 of those cds for three of my friends. Unfortunately I only found 2. I bought them and gave them to two of my friends(Korina and Kim) and I apologized to jesryl for not being able to give him a copy. Well, I like this band very much. They're my favorite! Thanks to my friend, Anne TAbanao(to know more about her, visit her blog and click here who introduced this band to me back when we were in second year highschool which was two years ago. The first song I ever heard from them was my heart. The first time I heard this song, I fell in love with them. I always asked Anne to play and sing it to me( yeah...she palys the guitar and sings too). Back then, almost everyone in school loved OPM and only a few liked foreign music. We were somehow out of place. Anyway there came a time when I got tired of listening to them( mostly because a lot of people were already singing their songs) but I fell in love with them again. Thanks to Jesryl who reminded me how talented they really are. Hayley is so pretty and her voice is really good. Her bandmates ( jeremy davis, zac and josh farro and i don't know who) are really very talented. They are really good in arranging their songs. I like how they sound. I don't care what others might think but I just can't stop loving this band. I can't hate them. They indeed are very good. Young but talented.

here is one of their best performances(for me that is):

Labels: anaheim, music, paramore

posted by maemae @ 2:08 PM 1 Comments

Yawyaw ng pinakaloser na tao sa mundo

Pagkadating na pagkadating ko ng bahay, mejo stressed pa ako. Kasi umulan at xmpre kapag umuulan hindi naiiwasang mabasa. Ok na sana ang lahat kaso pagdating ko ng bahay super dumi! As in. super to the highest level. Mataas pa naman ang tolerance ko sa dumi so ibig sabihin, ganun talaga xa kadumi na naforce akong maglinis dahil di ko na matake. In the process, nasugatan ko ang aking sarili. Nang malapit na akong matapos, nahulog ang ladder at sa kanyang pagkahulog ay nabasag ang flower pot and the lupa made talsik everywhere. So, nadumihan uli ung nilinis ko at lalo akong nastress. Naiinis na ako. Patawarin ninyo ako kung parati nalang akong naiinis. Patawarin niyo rin ako kung sinsabi ko na stressed ako parati. Patawarin ninyo ako kung wala ng ibang lumalabas sa aking bunganga kundi mga negatibong bagay. Patawarin niyo rin ako kung parati akong nagwiwild. Sa skul, feel ko naiinis na sa akin ang mga tao. Araw araw kasi sinasabi ko na feel ko talaga mamatay na ako kaso hanggang ngaun ay buhay parin ako. Sorry din kung parati kong sinasabi na magpapakamatay na ako kaso di ko parin ginagawa. Siguro sa mga mata ninyo ako ang biggest loser sa world. Ang dami ko na rin kasing naririnig na panlalait. Nasabihan pa nga ako "karla, araw araw mo nalang sinasabing mamatay ka na...kelan ka ba talaga mamamatay?". Maghintay kayo. Malapit na.. kaunting tulak nalang kasi baka mahulog na ako. Sorry ha kung medyo matagal, di pa kasi ako ready. HIndi ko pa rin kaya. Sige hate me nalang muna. ok lang yan.

posted by maemae @ 8:26 PM 2 Comments

Neutron's Christamas Party

I.Opening
Prayer………………………………………..Lea Villanueva
Song of Christ..……………………………...James Pamonag
Opening Remarks……………………………Mam Nolasco
Intermission Number………………………...Teachers
II.Games!
Xmas na B?
Act it out
Apple Eating
The Boat is Sinking
Trip to Jerusalem

Intermission Number…………………………..John and Margs

SURPRISE!
III.ITadakimasu!!!
Food Prayer……………………………………Bugs
Eating!
Intermission……………………………………Karla
IV.Awarding of Prizes and Exchange of Gifts
Winners………………………………………..Linus Go
Exchange of Gifts Part 1……………………….First 15
Special Gifts 4 Special Children………………Maam Maqui and Maam Dejarme
Intermission Number…………………………..James and Floyd
Exchange of Gifts part 2……………………….Next 15
Best BeastaWards……………………………...Maam Nolasco
VII.Closing c/o MC
Closing Prayer………………………………….John Setarios
Restoration……………………………………..Restorers

Happy Vacation Neutron! We’ll Miss its ODer! mWah!

Theme: Kabataan noon naniguwang na karon…

Labels: Christmas Party, Neutron, Party

posted by maemae @ 10:12 PM 3 Comments

Transport Strike

Transport strike daw bukas at sa friday. Dahil dun ay namove ang aming christmas party at parents day. Ang christmas party ay sa friday nalang at ang parents day ay sa card giving day nalang. Pero anyway, at least diba, tapos na ang exams. Wala ng dapat isipin pa ang mga estudyanteng kagaya ko. Except may labreports pa kami sa bio, dalawa due on the xmas party. hahay. Xmas party na Xmas party may requirement na dapat isubmit. At ang research pa pala namin.
We're gonna die. We are so gonna die. Anyway. ok nalang. Di naman siguro talaga nakamamatay dahil ang pag fail diba? hindi lang man din siguro ako ang first. Anyway, nakakadepress talaga ang exams dahil hindi ako nakapag-aral ng maayos. Kasalanan ko man. Kasi wala akong notes na mapag aralan. NExt time pramis aayusin ko na. Feel ko kinailangan ko ding mawalang ng gana this quarter para maguilty ako at maayos na next quarter. Sana sana talaga. Next quarter eto ang mga balak kong gawin:
1. Makinig sa teacher
2. Mag take down ng notes
3. Kung pwede, huwag kumopya ng assignments
4. Gumawa ng sariling assignment
5. Huwag magpakatamad
6. Mag-aral araw araw. Hindi upang tumaas ang grades kundi dahil iyon lang ang dapat na ginagawa ng isa estudyante.
7. Ienjoy ang bawat araw sa paaralan.
8. Isipin na ang bawat bagong lesson ay nakakexcite dahil may bagong natututunan at nakakatulong ito sa paglago ng ating kaalaman.
9. Umuwi ng maaga.
10. Umuwi ng maaga

posted by maemae @ 9:35 PM 1 Comments

EXAMS

On monday is our 3rd quarter exams. I am sort of pressured right now because I want to maintain my grades if not raise them. I want to have high grades but I am too lazy to study. How can I study if I do not have notes to study on? Well, I can use books but I find it hard to understand them. No, I am just rationalizing. I am just too lazy to drag myself in front of the bookshelf, grab a book, open it to the right page, read it and understand it. That is a LOT of work. Why oh why do we have to go to school? yes I know...we have to go to school to learn. To learn things that we are not going to use in the future. Well, I know we will be going to use them someday but I want to fool myself that we are not. I think it is better that way. NO, I want to think that it is better that way.

I guess I have a very wrong attitude towards learning and studying. I know I have to change it but it seems so hard. I guess all I have to do is to start. MAybe when I'll start, everything will just follow.

I know my post is very disorganized and you might already be confused.
Anyway, here are some tips to studying:
1. Find a place where your brain can work. A place where there is no distraction. No bed, no tv, no music(yes i mean it..music sometimes is distracting and destroys your concentration whether you believe it or not) just books. This place must not be too hot nor too cold. It is better if the room is not airconditioned.
2. Do not go online unless you really need it for your studying. Going online can distract you. For your brain to work properly, you must avoid as much distraction as you can.
3. Stay away from food. Do not eat while studying. The tendency is for you to concentrate more on your food rather than on your studying.
4. Avoid cramming. Study in short frequent sessions. I do not do this but I believe we really have to. I have tried doing this before and it was effective but I stopped doing it because I found more interesting things to do other than studyinG(hahaha).
5. Never study in group. I don't know. Group studying does not work for me. I am not saying that this won't work for you too but you know... Usually in this case, students sometimes gets off the studying and goes more on gossip or things like those.
(well that's all for now. I haven't studied yet and it is already late. Im already very sleepy)

Labels: exams, learning attitude, study, Tips on studying

posted by maemae @ 12:31 AM 2 Comments

Chem Lab Report

Sa mga taong clue less sa lab, eto...to give you clues pero clue lang ha hehe
hindi ko rin pa kasi talaga nagagawa ang aking lab. Actually nagmakaawa lang ako sa mga tao sa ym (lea at si april). So, thank them if ever man makatulong to:

Ang nExperiment 8

Kung ayaw niyo to, den wag niyong kunin eh... wag lang din kayong mang away ha?


GUIDE QUESTIONS

1. write the equlibrium equation for the phosphate buffer
2. xplain with the use of balance chemical eqn's how the buffers resist drastic changes in pH upon the addition of either NaOH or HCl.
april ondona: ung pH ng water acidic kasi galing un sa chem lab faucet
( d un distilled ha)


DATA
pH of water: 5
pH of water added with NaOH: 10
pH of water added with HCl:3
pH of buffer: 8
pH of buffer with NaOH: 8
pH of buffer with HCl: 8

Labels: chem, Chem lab report, lab

posted by maemae @ 8:25 PM 3 Comments

To do list

DEADLINE: TOMORROW
DEADLIEST DEADLINE: NONE(ano bang magagawa nila kung ayaw kung gawin diba?)

1.STUDY bio (RNA transcription) - namiss ko ang quiz na ito dahil ako ay nagkasakit.
Hay kapag minamalas nga naman.
2.STUDY bio (lesson after RNA transcription) - dapat lang. Hindi kami nagquiz last
tym so definitely magququiz na dis tym. Hindi pa naman ako nakinig at
wala din akong notes. Hahay. Nawalan kasi ako ng ganang mag aral.
3.STUDY econ (MONEY) - hay. MONEY is the Root of all EVIL. Bakit pa ba to dapat pag-aralan? hehe.
actually mejo importante nga xa sa buhay nating mga tao. Dahil kahit ayaw
man natin, kailangan nating tanggapin na hindi nakakabusog sa kumakalam na sikmura ang love(except
kung ang love mo may food y not?)Hindi rin ako nakinig nung nilesson eto.
Sabi nga sa inyo eh. Tinatamad na akong mag aral.
4.STUDY comsci (ACL?) - actually gawa gawa ko lang yang ACL. Di ko na kasi maalala
ang lesson namin. Di na kasi talaga ako nakikinig sa klase. Ano kaya ang
ginagawa ko noh? hahaha di ko rin alam. Pumasok pa ako sa skuL!
5.STUDY pinoy (Pray botod at Apolinario Mabini and other people) - mejo narealize ko
na kailangan kong ayusin ang aking buhay nung period na nilesson to. Kaya
may notes ako. Ayoko na din kasing dagdagan ang problema ng aming teacher.
Pero notes lang ang meron ako. Wala akong naintindihan ni isa. Kasi naman
nakatunganga lang ako the whole time. Nakipag usap din pala ako kina
Yannah, gerwin at wayne..my ever ever seatmates.
6.RESEARCH (balut) - ayoko tong gawin. As in ayaw ko talaga. Iniisip ko kasi loser na
kami maxado na group kasi ala pa rin kaming nagagawa ever since. So para
masaya, panindigan ang pagiging loser. O diba? hahaha Wala tinatamad lang
talaga ako. Nahihiya na rin akong mag pass ng paper. Pero pramis. within
this week. hahaha sinabi ko rin yan one month ago! hahahaaha ...wa
mababagsak lang man kami if ever. OK lang naman siguro...kasi nga diba..
SUCCESS is not FINAL and FAILURE is not FATAL(si winston churchill ang
nagsabi niyan). hahaha...
7.MEMORIZE (Old Mother Hubbard by Mother Goose) - sa speech to. namemorize ko xa
d ko alam kung mauulit ko pa bukas. Anyway, bahala na. Come wat may.
8.FILL UP FORMS (application forms) - para sa scholarship to na application forms sa
sa singapore na feel ko din di ko mapapasa ang exam. hahaha. parang waste
lang ang pag fill up ng forms at pag effort. Pero go nalang. charge to
experience nalang
9.MAGHAPPY HAPPY (matutulog) - eto ata ang tiyak na maakomplish ko ngaung gabi..
sana...sana talaga. Ilang beses na akong nanakawan ng tulog dahil sa mga
demands ng aming school. sana not this time. Ayoko. Noooooo..hahahaha.

wa..a lot of things to do + laziness = FAILURE. hahaha wa...go me! sana d ako tamarin. kahit im feeling so tamad ryt now. actually...sinayang ko ang ilang minutes dahil nag care pa akong mag type ng ganito kahabang walang silbing post.hahaha..Gudluck sakin.I mean..God bless pala.... :)

DO not WORRY about the FUTURE. Let the FUTURE WORRY about YOU! hahahahha :))

posted by maemae @ 4:32 PM 6 Comments

Symphony no. 5 in C minor Op. 67 by Beethoven

This is a piece i really would like to play in piano someday. I tried learning how to play it but I lost my patience since it was really hard(told you I am not that good). I really love listening to it but that does not mean I listen to it a lot since most of the time, I drown my ears with normal music. Yes normal as in paramore, copeland, colbie caillat, michelle branch normal. They are not classical music composers by the way, they are 21st century bands/artists. I am not that classical music freak as my previous posts might let you think. Anyway here it is:

I made this music player at MyFlashFetish.com.


Symphony no.5 in C minor Op. 67 was composed by Ludwig Van Beethoven(yeah...the amazing deaf guy) in 1804-08. Actually Symphony no. 5 is not the 5th symphony. The Fifth was numbered No. 6, and the Sixth appeared as No. 5. According to Kim Lagrama(author of Para!) Kim Peek(He by the way is a very amazing person and can read and memorize a page in eight seconds. Click his name to learn about him) said that the reason why symphony no. 5 was named as such even though it was not really the 5th symphony was that of its first four notes (notice the da da dan! in the first part?). Da da da dot in morse code represents the number 5. So, it is quite reasonable for it to be named as symphony no.5. Another reason is that 5 was written as V in their time. V stands for Victory and Beethoven lived in the Victorian England period/time/whatever you call it. This is according to Kim L. which she said was according to Kim Peek. Maybe he've read it or something.

For those who wants to have a copy of the sheet music, e-mail me karla_cruzado@yahoo.com ill send them to you.

Labels: Beethoven, classical music, Ludwig Van, Symphony, Symphony no.5 in C minor op.67

posted by maemae @ 6:20 AM 3 Comments

classical music is NOT dull

Bach, Beethoven, Haydn, Handel, Tchaikovsky, Burgmuller, Strauss, and Mozart.

These are a few of the many people who composed classical music pieces. I know many of you do not know these people but I must say they really are amazing. The sounds they've created are as amazing as they were.

Many of you might think that classical music is dull. I thought so too when I was young. Now, my views have changed. Classical music is NOT dull. For some of you, good music might be the screams of a teenager backed up with 3-5 instruments( no offense I like these kind of music too) but we must bear in mind that good music is not all that. Those things you hear from the composers listed above can be classified as good music too.

Classical music offer a variety of sounds which can suit our mood. Classical music is full of emotions. In fact, in one piece, there might be a lot of emotions expressed. From a sad beginning, a piece can grow livelier and livelier and finally ends with a blast of happiness!Some pieces even tell stories. For example, Ballad, which Burgmuller composed, tells the story of woodland sprites and elves. If you want you can play it



I made this music player at MyFlashFetish.com.

The story:
'The elves and woodland sprites are dancing. The rumbling thunder imitated in the bass clef heralds the approaching storm. The sprites disperse but return when the storm subsides. They continue their dancing only to be interrupted once more. In the final bars, you can feel the gradual subsiding of the storm ending with a lightning crash.'(i did not do this interpretation, someone else did...and there is no name of the person who did it. I just found a piecse of paper containing the sheet music and the interpretation in our house)

Well. I think I should end this post. I hope you'll consider listening to classical music from time to time. hahaha.

Labels: ballade, Burgmuller, classical music, music

posted by maemae @ 6:02 PM 2 Comments

about me(extension)

I have been taking piano lessons since i was 5 or 6( I really don't remember exactly). I stopped when I was in grade 3 because my teacher had to leave the town( we were living in Pikit Cotabato then). I ressumed taking piano lessons one year after when we moved here in Davao. I had to go back to the basics though. I just stopped recently due to conflicts in my schedule.(or maybe i just got tired of sitting once a week on my teacher's piano). I was not really that devoted to piano playing. I almost never practiced at home, I tried to skip as much sessions as I could even if I had to lie to my parents. That habit of not practicing and session skipping caused me to reach until grade 3 only. I am now starting to regret my decision of stopping but my school is very demanding and I still have wushu trainings thrice a week( which I will never give up since its my only form of exercise) leaving no room for piano lessons. After high school, I promise to continue taking piano lessons. That is if I am going to study here in davao and with that, I would also like to continue taking drum lessons(I took tdrum lessons only for two summers), take violin lessons ( I really want to learn how to play this intrument) and train(wushu). I don't know how I'd do them all but for the love of music, I shall do them!

posted by maemae @ 8:09 AM 2 Comments